Shinkenuu
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I'll post my draws made in all these 7-8 months of dead DA. My style changed A LOT, and all because - I think - my emotional, loving, real and imaginary life changed as well. I'm feel like getting alive as I always wanted. I'm far away from home, far away from friends and family and far away from every single thing I used to live and deal with. This, dear reader of a poor being trying to make some art with draws after to know a artist, philosopher, beautiful and very, very interesting girl who didn't liked me the same, is what I call REAL LIVE.
I want to read this journal entry when some of this shadows grow, cause I'm hiding all the lambs that I found. This girl, who must be introduced as lady for those who wants to keep reading, changed me. It all happened too fast: I had decided to come by her in the bus, start a conversation about her arm tattoo, since I did my first tattoo draw for my cousin. She was so sympathetic and happy to tell me where did she made her that I tried to go a step further: ask to draw her because I liked her on black.
That's where things begun to change. She accepted, smiling, and she talked about her artistic live. Since there, I was expecting a ordinary girl who just have black clothes and tattoos on arms. Poor me, as she talked about art, her somehow disturbed teen years and critiqued Disney's princess for their foolishness and depravity, it took the 10 min. in the bus path to college for me to fall in love. I can't stand woman who have any mental difference and alternative living style. I just can't. I felt so small, insignificant being close to her, that it was like a master and a pupil. She lived and experienced so much things that I couldn't even keep conversation about these things. Never in my life I felt so sorry about all those years on video-game playing instead of studying geography and philosophy. Surely she changed me that day, and kept the change for the 3 days to come on the meetings in the bus. Oh, what lovely days that I comes back on living when I drink and look at any one wearing full black... But no, she, of course, couldn't take me with all my empty brain close to hers.
About the style change, I must say that it came out when I was drawing a goblin, which I'll post. I remember drawing him because I needed to get more into me again, since I looked so much for movies, music and astrological maps and it's meanings that trying to keep track of her likes and desires. Well, it wasn't wasted time, but I was more she than me for the past 2 weeks then. Enough talking, you, who read it 'till here, must be tired of a love story who didn't passed the friendship, which she avoids to maintain.
That's where things begun to change. She accepted, smiling, and she talked about her artistic live. Since there, I was expecting a ordinary girl who just have black clothes and tattoos on arms. Poor me, as she talked about art, her somehow disturbed teen years and critiqued Disney's princess for their foolishness and depravity, it took the 10 min. in the bus path to college for me to fall in love. I can't stand woman who have any mental difference and alternative living style. I just can't. I felt so small, insignificant being close to her, that it was like a master and a pupil. She lived and experienced so much things that I couldn't even keep conversation about these things. Never in my life I felt so sorry about all those years on video-game playing instead of studying geography and philosophy. Surely she changed me that day, and kept the change for the 3 days to come on the meetings in the bus. Oh, what lovely days that I comes back on living when I drink and look at any one wearing full black... But no, she, of course, couldn't take me with all my empty brain close to hers.
About the style change, I must say that it came out when I was drawing a goblin, which I'll post. I remember drawing him because I needed to get more into me again, since I looked so much for movies, music and astrological maps and it's meanings that trying to keep track of her likes and desires. Well, it wasn't wasted time, but I was more she than me for the past 2 weeks then. Enough talking, you, who read it 'till here, must be tired of a love story who didn't passed the friendship, which she avoids to maintain.
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Lollygagging: I'm sorry for the huge delay. My college classes started and I'm pretty much concentrated on it. I'll draw some hours on weekends, so the series will be at slow speed of upload. More, my style changed, I'm drawing more like Burton and prefering to let my creations with only 3 colors. Manji will be black, red and brown. I might upload another draw before him - one of my random for my new bedroom -. I hope i didn't make u angry, 
, since it was a bithday gift, but I prefer do not give anything than give something worthless. That's just my way 
And i to say that the girl talked about in the "Owner of a lonely heart" - Ayami -description broke up, I fell sad for almost 2 months. But now I found someone in my college that keeps impressiming me day after day of talks in the bus on the way. Shes really beautiful, and this is one of my main reasons to had drawn her. She's the TOTAL opposite of Ayami, what indeed made me realize that I'm a lot different since I moved to São Paulo. This should keep up refreshed, Oyotto.
That's it, gotta study ;D
Currently: Studing
Next : Sketc
, since it was a bithday gift, but I prefer do not give anything than give something worthless. That's just my way And i to say that the girl talked about in the "Owner of a lonely heart" - Ayami -description broke up, I fell sad for almost 2 months. But now I found someone in my college that keeps impressiming me day after day of talks in the bus on the way. Shes really beautiful, and this is one of my main reasons to had drawn her. She's the TOTAL opposite of Ayami, what indeed made me realize that I'm a lot different since I moved to São Paulo. This should keep up refreshed, Oyotto.
That's it, gotta study ;D
Currently: Studing
Next : Sketc
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News and wishes
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Happiness has found me. Who had read the description on "Owner of a lonely heart" knows the existence of someone that I met in a MMORPG game. I'm very proud to say that she is my girlfriend now :3
For her, I'm trying to learn how to draw and appreciate cute things, as she loves them. That's why I'll begin to try new things - cute things - . Just don't know yet if the next post will be Rezzo or my new DA ID.
I ask for patience for those who wants Rezzo, for I'm very late too with a friends trade. I'll work a lot this week aiming to finish something.
The letter of her name in the draw is M, and for her character in the game is A. Even I can't believe that we have met ^^
For her, I'm trying to learn how to draw and appreciate cute things, as she loves them. That's why I'll begin to try new things - cute things - . Just don't know yet if the next post will be Rezzo or my new DA ID.
I ask for patience for those who wants Rezzo, for I'm very late too with a friends trade. I'll work a lot this week aiming to finish something.
The letter of her name in the draw is M, and for her character in the game is A. Even I can't believe that we have met ^^
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Maple Story Celebrities - Tiger
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-Lollygagging: Hi everyone ;D
I'm really late with the draw since I started one and begun another O.0
I was pretty happy with the last one but when I begun to draw the fur, it just didn't come as I wish...
So I started a new one, but the draw is ready. I think I've improved my sketch technique (which myself created, I think...)
I've never saw that technique anywhere before. If anyone knows a " draw all the most important muscles for the sketch" technique, please tell me so I can learn even more *--*
Oh gosh, those trees almost killed me. Short pencils = fuc.ed fingers X_X
- Current activity: Errr...
I hope the fans don't get mad on me because of the background. Tiger is really cool on this one. I've never seen him like this before, and I've searched so much for his photos on Google. Enjoy !
I'm really late with the draw since I started one and begun another O.0
I was pretty happy with the last one but when I begun to draw the fur, it just didn't come as I wish...
So I started a new one, but the draw is ready. I think I've improved my sketch technique (which myself created, I think...)
I've never saw that technique anywhere before. If anyone knows a " draw all the most important muscles for the sketch" technique, please tell me so I can learn even more *--*
Oh gosh, those trees almost killed me. Short pencils = fuc.ed fingers X_X
- Current activity: Errr...
I hope the fans don't get mad on me because of the background. Tiger is really cool on this one. I've never seen him like this before, and I've searched so much for his photos on Google. Enjoy !
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Maple Story Celebrities Journ-ey
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I've decided to start a Journal to post "up to date" all the information about the MapleStory Celebrities journey.
It will have always this format:
- Some lollygagging
- Current activity about the journey
- Next move in mind
Here we go.
- Drawing in a more realistic way is always a funny challenge to me, since I can't do it, I keep fooling some people with them. Tiger is next, as I told to some of you. I just don't know if I post how the draw is going to be, I'm thinking it will be better with a little mystery
I just want that you guys know one hint: El Nath.
- Painting his body.
- To draw the background D:
I need to say to the few people that are depositing the Watch and Favorite on me that I've never drawn ANY background before. I'll start it in a different paper and if it please me, I'll pass it to the official one.
It will have always this format:
- Some lollygagging
- Current activity about the journey
- Next move in mind
Here we go.
- Drawing in a more realistic way is always a funny challenge to me, since I can't do it, I keep fooling some people with them. Tiger is next, as I told to some of you. I just don't know if I post how the draw is going to be, I'm thinking it will be better with a little mystery
I just want that you guys know one hint: El Nath.- Painting his body.
- To draw the background D:
I need to say to the few people that are depositing the Watch and Favorite on me that I've never drawn ANY background before. I'll start it in a different paper and if it please me, I'll pass it to the official one.
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