Interview with vampire's victim #2

Are you recording that? - points at the interviewer with wide opened eyes - Good, I don't want to repeat myself...
Yet she keeps me motivated. She manages to keep me hoping that she liked my bites as well. Not as I liked hers, though...
Somewhat she was warm! I couldn't believe it. Wasn't a hot night, you know. She was warm and her smell were MUCH more strong. - smiles hysterically - I even needed to get too near to sense that poisonous pheromone of hers.
I fear I need more her poison than she needs my blood. She is driving me mad with these days of absence.
I fell like in a penitence room when I'm without her. - pause - In my loneliness, I sketch her delicate traces of youth in the hope that I can see her in those pieces of paper. longer pause, tears go down Oh, that soft touch that paper lacks..
"I have no more doubts. Do you?" - she said. My emotional fortress I came building so long went down with those words coming so disturbing and comfortingly, pressing my heart and stinging my soul.
I lost the reason to get up in the morning. What do I have to do today? Await a couple of more days to see her. Then, I bury my face through the pillow.
- pause, looks a bit up, as if seeing a angel - Intrigues me how can be possible my awakening sensing her smell, imagining that she's by my side again...
Only doubt that expels my sleep is: Am I too much into all of this? It was not what we did, but what we can do. We have so much life inside us both! Makes me wonder what a beautiful book this romance can make. The vampire's
enticed apprentice which came to amaze her with gestures she didn't know. Joint my world of melancholy with that black, white and stings of red world of hers. What a singular, perfect couple we could be!
May I send a word to her, if she happens to read this interview? - interviewer nods - Thank you. - Took a deep breath - I fear I overdo things, Lady Blood. Either I go deep into a feeling either I don't go at all.
I'll understand if you refuse to drink from my sad blood again. I really want to know if you plan we keep as we are, meeting only when fate allow, or would you take a chance and see if we can pass afternoons together worth
 remembering our entire lives to come. Kills me to hope something with you and become a burden, sending you things you don't want to see. I'll stop yelling for you in my sick mind as soon as you make this decision.
 

By your victim, with a pulsating heart stricken by your piercing, deep look.