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Literature
Waves from a distant black sea
While her eyes changes its focus from my right eye to my left one
Everything else is meaningless
From the frame of time that makes the infinity in one fraction
For the universe of possibilities there is in one blink of a dreamer's eye
I wish I could stop there
and live forever in that change of anxiety
that movement of anxiety
that act, that deed
that moment; timeless
when stars exploded while others were born
Countless times she blinked
creating and destroying entire worlds
when I had the pleasure to be
the watcher of her dreams.
Under your feet goes back to the sea
white waters from the waves
shove by black earth
called back by the moon
who blows a bright aura behind her
her naked body that stands still
with eyes looking at singer moon
as she understand that all of that black out there
All of that darkness that makes the sky so intense
Is full of mystery her mortal physical eyes cannot see
The wind whistles the song that her hair dances
Into the night full of stars I see her face in
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For her, from the bottom of my heart
For the most part of me that seeks her every single minute of my day
and for the lesser part of me that understands that it hurts
and that she will never be with me again:
I suffer.
For all of my dreams where gone before I even met her
and all my hopes and happiness is her
all my desires, my aims and my will
all my wishes, my thoughts and my feelings
all of my that is, all of me that was and everything that I'll be
I wish it is for her.
I'm in a path I could avoid.
I'm in the path of denial, of suffering, of learning, of re-construction
The strength for all of this didn't came only from friends or family
It is still coming, slowly, because I wish to be some she wants beside her.
Lost in the dark either we pray or we scream.
Lost in the world either we survive or we don't.
Lost in your head either you find air or fire.
Everything that is her I love.
Everything that she is I desire.
Everything that she wants I want her to achieve.
Everything that hurts her I want to stop.
Everything that
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Literature
Meeting under the sun, dreaming under the moon
Once upon a dream
I met a girl upon the stream
of sunset and cloudless skies of a warm afternoon
Staring at the endless passengers and countless unknowns
She was curiously busy and tediously bored
Crossed legs, stirred and delicate
Trying not to disrupt the flow of soulless numbers
She counted me once. And then twice
Something about her called to me back there
something could happen, and it did
Something I would never guess, it was
Something ordinary and unique as meeting someone new
When I remember her, the most of it is her smile
The feeling of warmness you get from being greeted by sun, slowly heating your cheeks by the end of the day
The feeling of watching a flower blooming, slowly showing it's inner beauty
The pleasurable feeling of falling asleep in the middle of the day, the window announcing a lazy day outside
Her eyes; an important part of the painting
The eyes of a goddess: watchful and observant
Looking at me from the side, interesting glare of curiosity
Her hair decorating
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Literature
My Soul's Lighthouse
Perilous road to infinite
the black of her eyes lead me to nowhere.
From the mouth that keeps a kiss;
words of sorrow troubles my mind.
The red of her lips painted by sin's blood;
her skin I didn't touch feels like ice I never licked.
The pain I sense coming won't keep me from dreaming.
Her voice I never heard, but it is a voice singing lullabies when I'm asleep.
The thought of denial hangs me and the uncertainty hinders my every breath.
Perilous path walks the one
whose night's stars may never meet the dawn;
Thus into and endless darkness I will wander
And even if her smile never glow for me or in the deepness of her eyes I never fall again
I shall drop tears and drown myself into the memory I will carry forever in my soul
of a pair of eyes I came to stare one day
and from this day on
I bring within me a blaze that will scintillate as long as my soul don't blow out.
-- about a lady and the gates of oblivion she has in place of her eyes.
I don't know her name. It is enough for me to ha
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In the solitude and calmness of her eyes

"Good-bye, Keitha." - I said a while after she turned her back on me.
The young woman I met being kidnapped by her own thoughts, wandering streets of windowed stone halls on dirt and dusk by her feet thrown on my direction that look. The last look I ever came to receive. The first look I ever came to never forget. The sublime look which, as beautiful as may be watching the creation of a planet by wondrous, invisible hands, imprisoned my mind in that moment until forever.
The girl couldn't be more ordinary on her silence and unbelievably more unique on her expression she paralyzed me into. What nervelessness hide that eyes I can't stop seeing? What mysterious stories untold that unimpressed and mature mouth don't tell me? What fragrances and perfumes, ashes of incense and poisonous smells her delicate nose had experience I didn't? What size would be that hair I love so much watch the wind come and brush, and with this seeing her closing her eyes at the same passing as opening
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Her White unDress in My Dark Room
Perilous and endless stair are the black of her eyes.
Closed shut they become heaven
And heaven I prefer them to stay
Lifeless and sensual dunes of flesh are the lips of her mouth.
Her teeth as curtains from the window where a harp's melody are played
A whale in search of air can't be more aggressive than her tongue;
in a deep sea of curved walls and howl's orchestras
A tissue whose colors where left in oblivion
in one of the thousands times she had dreamt
make the hood she wears while daydreaming
fast past my senses to forgiveness
The skin as white as clouds by which her nose inherited the delicacy;
Her nose that I can't stop seeing with water-drops on
and her skin I still can't stop smelling the sweat;
the perfume of tenderness, maturity, and sin
By thy look I may rave
and by thy presence I may rest
For by thy back I may say:
"Defy me and you shall never breath again"
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Literature
Lost

Destiny we have not.
Aim, we have not.
Wandering into the strange,
is this real life?
Eyes find you,
worlds collide.
Is this real time? Or just forever?
I don't remember.
Pour more sadness on us.
Poor us, under the rainful clouds.
Used to live like we live,
and don't bothering about returning to the beginning.
Shall we transform again? Is it safe to trespass?
Stagnation, abomination, observation.
Will we ever be free?
Who takes time from us? Who makes us perish and hate?
Who smokes them clouds and cry those rivers?
Who allows us to laugh and who make us suffer unequally?
What's through those nebulas and stars? Who talks to me when I'm alone?
Who's the puppeteer and where the watchers?
When will everything go back and when it all came up?
Which soul is elevated and which soul is kept?
Whose temper define ourselves and for what we do what we do?
What's inside every mind when we don't breath anymore and our brains continues to work?
And why those who believe in a better world keep in
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Literature
About Lady Blood

Could be any other at that night
any other with black eyes
But you infiltrated in my core.
Lonely, impertinent tree of feelings:
should know by now not to fall
to any appealing pair of eyes;
which comes and asks why
"Why, on Earth, can you do these things?"
Could be another at that town
any other with any smell
But yours filled my lungs heavily
Autumn's sweetest fruits envy you:
Spreads Aphrodite's perfume;
no matter daylight or dark night.
Could be any other at that age
any other with silver skin
But yours were so soft and cold
Cold, calm winter's winds:
Gentle at first;
Harmful, at last.
She doesn't count stars anymore.
She has the balance's symbol at the wrist
Besides, what's the universe if not constant change?
Hate or Love
False or True
Pure and Neat
Feel underneath
Can't that reply all questions?
Every doubt within any discordance;
perhaps another case of repentance.
Three bats fly
But her legs can't get that high.
Forev
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Interview with vampire's victim #2
Are you recording that? - points at the interviewer with wide opened eyes - Good, I don't want to repeat myself...
Yet she keeps me motivated. She manages to keep me hoping that she liked my bites as well. Not as I liked hers, though...
Somewhat she was warm! I couldn't believe it. Wasn't a hot night, you know. She was warm and her smell were MUCH more strong. - smiles hysterically - I even needed to get too near to sense that poisonous pheromone of hers.
I fear I need more her poison than she needs my blood. She is driving me mad with these days of absence.
I fell like in a penitence room when I'm without her. - pause - In my loneliness, I sketch her delicate traces of youth in the hope that I can see her in those pieces of paper. longer pause, tears go down Oh, that soft touch that paper lacks..
"I have no more doubts. Do you?" - she said. My emotional fortress I came building so long went down with those words coming so disturbing and comfortingl
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Interview with vampire's victim #1
She appeared to be just a new come between me and my friends. Another cute face. Nothing too exciting about her in the first look but the scars pause with a lost look
Oh, I'm sorry, did I meant that it should be a post note inside my coat when she come back?
And... she just kept looking at me; perhaps it was my pallid neck. pause Yeah, it must be. sighs
When we came to talk, it wasn't like first time met. It seemed like a meet organized by people with common interests. Like a TV show or something. pause looking down
She bite me softly, and slowly begun to bite harder, which made the illusion that it wasn't hard enough to bleed. Not yet.
"Of course I am! Can't you see I don't have a clue about where to start it?"
Suddenly, I kind of awakened. That hurt so much that made me awake from a quiet, tranquil dream in completely darkness.
Well, if it comes to me to use few words, I would start with the eyes. Eyes that asks, intimidates, confuses. And when
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Mind Illness
Never been so lonely at home
Since I threw my portrait of you
8 meters and 174 memories to the ground.
You haunt every corner of my view,
any shadow and vulture you transform into.
Every single light and any double face,
you are there, and seems that you are not leaving.
"Wheres her perfume?" - I asked my pillow;
No answer from him, but from the red stains in the tissue we laid:
"She's been suffering." - they told me,
and then we were nineteen.
No trace of her beauty was left behind.
No hair and no finger prints.
She logged off from this world.
.Forevermore.
If I lay my thought on you;
Forgive me.
If I lay my hands on you;
Punish me.
If I lay my concerns on you;
Drop them for me.
But if I lay my heart on you;
you may rest in peace.
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Amarant Under Siege [Chapter 1/4]
Chapter One:
Jobs came by rarely these days. Of course, it might have something to do with a certain thief messing up his professional career and saddling him with a warrant for his arrest.
As an abnormal human being, Amarant scared most people he came across. His blue skin in addition to his large arms, violently red hair all naturally curled and abundant, red chin-strap beard, and a glare that could paralyze any foe, Amarant’s warrant seemed plausible to many citizens.
Not only that, but his betrayal of Brahne to save a mere child might have given him some pull with the ladies, but much less with clients looking for obedient mercenaries for hire. It was hard to get the job when he disobeyed the mission objective just because it didn’t work with his moral code.
Thankfully he found a job protecting a precious diamond relic to Treno. Or...  better to say the job found him.
A merchant approached him talking about all the problems with pirates on the open seas and
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While her eyes changes its focus from my right eye to my left one
Everything else is meaningless
From the frame of time that makes the infinity in one fraction
For the universe of possibilities there is in one blink of a dreamer's eye
I wish I could stop there
and live forever in that change of anxiety
that movement of anxiety
that act, that deed
that moment; timeless
when stars exploded while others were born
Countless times she blinked
creating and destroying entire worlds
when I had the pleasure to be
the watcher of her dreams.

Under your feet goes back to the sea
white waters from the waves
shove by black earth
called back by the moon
who blows a bright aura behind her
her naked body that stands still
with eyes looking at singer moon
as she understand that all of that black out there
All of that darkness that makes the sky so intense
Is full of mystery her mortal physical eyes cannot see

The wind whistles the song that her hair dances
Into the night full of stars I see her face in the moon

In you I can see a mine of jewels
The air that passes through your lungs is divine
Your smile is celestial, sublime as a starlight
Your face that angels envy
for your breath where mortal dies
and by thy look I shall be
forever in endless deep blue skies

A viper look
A flower touch
A lone white cloud on a blue morning sky
The first fruit of spring
The last green leaf of autumn
The sundown behind gray pillars of civilization
The hard and cold touch of winter's air

When I close my eyes and want to feel you
I feel all of those.
Waves from a distant black sea
The past is in the past. Posting since yesterday I really found myself again in another bus.

"It is beautiful, but nothing but the anxiety and the eyes is true"
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Shinkenuu

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Brazil
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I'll post my draws made in all these 7-8 months of dead DA. My style changed A LOT, and all because - I think - my emotional, loving, real and imaginary life changed as well. I'm feel like getting alive as I always wanted. I'm far away from home, far away from friends and family and far away from every single thing I used to live and deal with. This, dear reader of a poor being trying to make some art with draws after to know a artist, philosopher, beautiful and very, very interesting girl who didn't liked me the same, is what I call REAL LIVE. 
I want to read this journal entry when some of this shadows grow, cause I'm hiding all the lambs that I found. This girl, who must be introduced as lady for those who wants to keep reading, changed me. It all happened too fast: I had decided to come by her in the bus, start a conversation about her arm tattoo, since I did my first tattoo draw for my cousin. She was so sympathetic and happy to tell me where did she made her that I tried to go a step further: ask to draw her because I liked her on black.
That's where things begun to change. She accepted, smiling, and she talked about her artistic live. Since there, I was expecting a ordinary girl who just have black clothes and tattoos on arms. Poor me, as she talked about art, her somehow disturbed teen years and critiqued Disney's princess for their foolishness and depravity, it took the 10 min. in the bus path to college for me to fall in love. I can't stand woman who have any mental difference and alternative living style. I just can't. I felt so small, insignificant being close to her, that it was like a master and a pupil. She lived and experienced so much things that I couldn't even keep conversation about these things. Never in my life I felt so sorry about all those years on video-game playing instead of studying geography and philosophy. Surely she changed me that day, and kept the change for the 3 days to come on the meetings in the bus. Oh, what lovely days that I comes back on living when I drink and look at any one wearing full black... But no, she, of course, couldn't take me with all my empty brain close to hers.

About the style change, I must say that it came out when I was drawing a goblin, which I'll post. I remember drawing him because I needed to get more into me again, since I looked so much for movies, music and astrological maps and it's meanings that trying to keep track of her likes and desires. Well, it wasn't wasted time, but I was more she than me for the past 2 weeks then. Enough talking, you, who read it 'till here, must be tired of a love story who didn't passed the friendship, which she avoids to maintain.

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Eremitik Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2013
I appreciate you reading and collecting Would. Thank you
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Rundsvlees Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2013
Hey Shinkenuu

Veneno here
Too bad you left us ^^ Nice channel you got
I made some simple drawings too some years ago, its pretty cool
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Maplestrip Featured By Owner May 31, 2013
Happy birthday Shinkenuu! I don't know if you are still alive (I haven't seen you in a loooong time :0), but I hope you had a great day :D

have some :iconcaekplz:
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squonkhunter Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2013  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the faves! 8)
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:squee::squee::squee: Thank you so much for the fav!! ^o^ :squee::squee::squee:
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squonkhunter Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2013  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the faves! 8)
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uchuubranko Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch! :thanks: (*≧▽≦)/ :heart:
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Savae Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for all the faves!
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Thank you very much for faving my art! :)
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Thanks for faving! :)
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